Does This Ever End?

This past week has kinda sucked... Some stuff from the past that I thought I had gotten through has come up again, feelings, temptations... Ugh... I don't even know what triggers this... I know I'm not alone, but sometimes it feels like I am... I hate talking to people about it when it's going on cuz I don't wanna burden them with my problems when they have their own problems to deal with...

I wanted to talk to my roommates about it tonight, but one is working tonight (overnight), another is on such a God-high right now, and the other was completely exhausted when she got home... And I don't wanna call someone cuz I hate talking on the phone... So I find myself almost isolating myself, when that is the last thing I should be doing...

I knew this would eventually come up again, I thought I had worked through the major issues that have been problems in the past... And yet here I am having to deal with them still... Is there ever an end to this?

I feel so inadequate and unaccomplished... What the heck am I doing with my life? I've missed out on so much, I've passed up so many things... I'm so unmotivated to do anything...