Empty.

I've been feeling really empty lately. Empty of energy, empty of compassion, empty of joy... I don't get it, I don't know why, but that's how it is.

I feel like I need to get out of the house more, but I can't seem to find the energy to go out. Especially when it's this cold. Which leaves me sitting here, feeling like crap inside.

A part of it is sadness over just how life goes. The biggest thing as of late, is just thinking about where I though I'd be by this point in life. I always thought I'd be married by now, maybe have a kid or two, probably a pet...

I guess life never happens the way you think it will...