Just so you know, my previous post was not a suicide note. It was not in any way a means of me saying that I was going to hurt myself. I do not want to hurt myself, and I have no intentions of doing so.
What I was trying to say is that life is hard, and sometimes it just gets to a point where I'm tired of it. I look forward to the day that I don't have to live this life anymore, but I'm not willing to end it myself.
Just so you know, I am safe, it just gets overwhelming at times. I will be alright, just not right now.